i don't know how i keep forgetting this place. to be honest its not really forgetting, its just looking and getting overwhelmed. i understand why social media took off like it did -- this is not sustainable for me to keep expecting myself to do at any regular timescale. and yet, i want to be more regular on here. there's so much i want to say that i'm afraid of putting on tumblr or getting yapped at about on discord.
and here i am, thinking of another website specifically for a certain topic i've been thinking on more frequently. fictionfolk shit.
yup. im loz from advent children now. or rather, i have been for a long, long time. and was just scared. everything is so scary always. but since stepping into myself more it's been a bit less so. i dont know. i just feel shitty. i want to go home.
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